I wrote this a while back but I kinda wanted to share it so I’m posting it anyway.
SO, lately I am just going through time watching as many new girl episode as I can fit into my day. And even though the show is pretty awesome (like duh) I feel like time is just passing me by. Probably because I should me working and doing stuff. But lately I can’t. I feel the pressure of school and it scares me. Instead of diving into school I just avoid it.
I want to live, feel alive and breath fresh air. Learn to take breathtaking pictures and capture all kinds of moments and (new) places.I want to write a book, not behind my computer, by hand. Yes that will probably be very difficult and inefficient but I would like to.
It’s been a while since I wrote the above but some things just don’t seem to change. I haven’t been watching any new girl episode and no I haven’t started a new serie and no I haven’t finished it either, which I still might do, someday. I just felt done with it, for now at least.
I can worry a lot about school and pretty much everybody tells me not to worry. I know that worrying is not a very healthy decision but I also know (and I don’t think most people realize it about me) that if I don’t worry I can’t get myself to start doing school stuff. I finished my exams for last period, yesterday. But haven’t really done a lot for this period, which started last week. The pressure I felt at the time I wrote the first sentences was gone pretty soon by the way. Probably because I realized I had a lot more time than I thought I would have.
Besides school their are a lot of things I want to do. I guess most of us have that. In order to do the oh so many (jep there are ALWAYS more) things, I believe that it is good to start by writing them down. And then, the most important thing, just start. I know I’m really not that good in taking the best pictures or whatever, but we all have to start somewhere. I know it and I just need to start taking more and more pictures. Same goes for writing. I am absolutely aware that my writhing isn’t amazing and writing a book might be TO difficult. But will I ever know if I don’t start? Will my writing ever get better if I never practice it? No, of course not.
I’m pretty sure most of us have certain things that we want to do in our lives. And I would like to encourage you to take those steps. It doesn’t matter that you’re not so good at something.
As Jake the dog (yes, that is the dog from Adventure Time) would say
Dude, suckin’ at something is the first step to being sorta good at something
What is/are the thing(s) you want to do/accomplish but haven’t really get started with?